ok so I got up today cold. I slept on the balcony again. It was cold but I loved being able to wear my Prague sweatshirt and hide under my blanket which I haven´t been able to do for awhile. I only had one private lesson today before my boss had called me to do another. She is the reason I was able to stay in Spain for the summer. So I had to go to Málaga for it. I took this lesson in a second because everything counts now...I met with Tomás afterwards and now I´m back in the library. It is quite funny here-you cant talk at all in any part of the library. The girls phone went off next to me and everyone stared at her for over three minutes....I was laughing because the noise that her phone made because it had a message was quite annoying and the fact that everyone, i mean EVERYONE was watching her afterwards was quite halarious. It happens all the time in our libraries back home but no one pays attention or reacts the way the spaniards do.
Its been quite a while since Ive been in a place without foreigners but I am definately the only one here. Its a bit wierd but also, its just a library. I am trying to live life with a positive attitude and apply my life as THE SECRET tells you to. It was a fantastic book that helped me run a marathon, do things I never thought I would do and frankly, live life in a better way with a better attitude. I made up this list that I told myself i would finish or at least work on. 30 things to do before 30. Some guy gave me the idea and I put it into practice this year. It was quite overwhelming at first so I put the list down for a bit. Then I picked it back up some time later after THE SECRET and I realized I had been doing the things on the list without realizing. I believed the whole time, it would happen and it is. Interesting huh? I think so. It is amazing what I am learning this year. THE SECRET was the first book I read in Spanish. I completed it and picked up a new one.
There are a few things on my list that will be impossible to accomplish without returning to the States. I want to re-unite with Milda and see her in California but if I stay in Spain, that won´t happen. She is only there for another 3 years...maybe that. Life is full of hard decisions and I havent regreted mine yet. I just know that if I want stability, I will have to head back to the States. I don´t know what to do...Dad warned me about this...if I was gone too long, it would a difficult decision to make. How in the world did a 5 month break turn into 2 and a half years?
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